Sunday, March 20, 2011

Burnt Out

My bracket is screwed. I had Kansas State and Syracuse in the Final Four. I knew the big east was overrated but this is a little ridiculous.
I dont understand my favorite coaches right now. Duke almost lost today and for the last few minutes of the game duke ran a complete slow down offense, even though they were a way more talented team. You slow the game down if you are a worse team(fewer possessions so the game cant get blown open) or if you have a huge lead.
Mark Few had like a ten man rotation even though he really only has about 7 solid players. There were times when the lineup would by Stockton, Hart, Olynyk, Sacre, and Carter. Carter is the only one who can score! Also, Stockton is 5' 11" and 152 lbs, so its basically me 10 lbs lighter, trying to guard Jimmer Fredette. Am I the only one who sees the problem with that? I do not understand.
Alright I dont know how cheerful the rest of the blog will be.
During the summer, I felt like I got better at meeting people, which was cool. I met some cool people on my trip to the east coast, some more at pgc, and still more since New Vintage was new to me. Obviously I was not a social allstar, I have already mentioned that I do not like small talk very much. But really, I was doing better at just chilling casually with new people, and it was pretty sweet. I think that has warn off, because I really dont care anymore. I go to youth groups and stuff every week, and I dont really talk to anyone. And I really dont want to talk to the people there. Actually thats a lie, I am fine with talking to most everyone at New Vintage, I just dont have anything to talk about haha.
It's intersect. I like Seth and his sermons, I like the songs for worship, but I hate the beginning where people just hang out. There are only a few people there that I am interested in talking to, they seem to never be there, and when they are I don't really have much to talk about. I might just start showing up late or something, because I hate the first ten or fifteen minutes with a passion.
Another example of my declining social situation is last night. It was Sadies, and normally I enjoy going to dances and events with people, even if the events are kind of lame, but yesterday I had the option of going to the dance, and I realized there was really no reason for me to go. The only people to go there for were my bros, and I am not a fan of brodeos. I realize the occasional underclassman reads this blog, understand I am not hating on you, but I really only think dances are fun if you know the person you are dancing with. It's just awkward to dance with people who are basically strangers. Strangers in a 70 person school. That tells you about my association with Liberty this year hahaha.
I am not really worried about this persisting once I go off to college, since I am still fairly confident that I can quickly regain my desire to meet people, and I genuinely think I am worth talking to. I just dont really care right now, and I kind of feel like I should change that, but there just arent many people I am interested in meeting. I am not Amber, i do not want to be best friends with everyone, but I would like to have several best friends and a lot of regular friends.
So that is my current state of mind.
P.S. I did end up watching Scott Pilgrim instead of going to the dance, and I feel like that was a wise use of my time.

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