I, dont want to bother with a name for this

I guess something cool happened sometime in history that makes this day kind of cool. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. That verse, John 15:13 amazes me, because I still marvel that Jesus would call me his friend. I know we are supposed to be like Jesus, but I cannot imagine being friends with someone who did that much wrong to me. I guess that is why there is no greater love.

You know those people that you see around, at the club or just social situations, and you think, "Oh crap, I hope they don't come and talk to me because I know I will not be able to get out of that conversation forever. They just talk and talk and talk and all I want to do is mind my business and lift." Okay that was pretty tailored to the club, but the point is, I think I was put into the world to cancel out at least one of those people. Possibly two. I am not much of a conversation starter and especially recently, if I start a conversation, it ends horribly. Not offensive at all, just freaking awkward. I get to that point where I am like "This conversation is not going in a good direction," so I end up cutting it off and just counting my losses of looking awkward instead of looking flat out dumb. I really hope this phase proves short because it is doing wonders for my social confidence. Oh well, I'm sure it'll work out fine.
In other news, I played at the auction yesterday. Some wonderful worship music, even though I screwed up like a million times on my guitar parts, I feel like it went okay. The all boys worship team. I got to sing Come All You Weary, which I will be playing at the all music chapel on Wednesday. So I guess it was like a practice run.
I am in one of those creative moods where I want to write and play guitar, but my sg needs restrung and I really dont want to set up my gear just to move it again Tuesday.
27 pts 13 rebounds 15 assists. Vintage Chris Paul. I wonder if I can buy that game because I have a strong desire to watch domination. Chris has moved into a tie for number 3 top player(if anyone remembers my top 10 player list) and would have number 3 claimed if not for b-roy putting the team on his back yesterday. I can't move him down in good conscience after a game like that.
I got this free video series from PGC of three instructional videos, so they are being sent to me every few days. I took about 3/4 page of notes on the first video about leadership and hustle, so that was an awesome reminder for my workouts, which have been solid recently. So I am excited for the other vids, and if you want to get these vids I can email you the link to sign up for them.
That is all for tonight