So quick update on the knee. I'm off pain pills, I might take some Tylenol every once in a while, but my pain is minimal. I now have to work on weightbearing so I can get back to walking and I need to work on my range of motion. Other than that, I dont have a lot to say about my knee.
I am kind of getting excited about college. I've been accepted to my top two schools, George Fox University and Pacific University. I just hope someone decides to join me if i go to fox, because I know no one else will go to Pacific. I am not worried about making friends, I think I will still stay close with my close friends that dont go there, but it's always nice to have some familiarity. Also, when I get to college I will be closer to playing sports, which is already bothering me, even though college bball on cbs just started today and the high school season started yesterday. I am quite stoked to meet a bunch of new people and move onto a new chapter in life, hopefully a chapter with new challenges, because I'm sick of physical injury that has plagued high school for me. Obviously I dont know if thats what will happen, but I find myself wanting some new stuff. I feel really weird writing this kind of stuff because I dont want to offend anyone i currently hang out with. I love my friends, I love my family, I love going to my current church, and none of that will ever change. But I'm tired of high school. It's easy, and its repetitive, and 1/3 of my high school classes are being taken despite my strong arguments against it. i'll let you figure out what that class is... but it constantly grates on my nerves, even though it is the subject that i talk about most. Im tired of the tri cities in the winter. I hate the cold, and I will take rain over snow any day. I'm just sort of stuck in the same old. Christmas, friends and family help, but school, and laying around these last few days do not help. I feel that besides building relationships with people, I'm not involved in anything significant. Here's how I constantly feel: this far in my life has been building up for something. I think that sounds stupid, because I'm 17 so I sure hope that something more meaningful is coming haha, but I would not be satisfied with a life without legacy. I dont think God has called me to live a life just walking through the motions. I could never be satisfied with that. And maybe thats why I want something new, because I feel like my life is generally just going through the motions right now.
So to be less serious but sort of on the same subject, crazy activities dont really make a lot of sense to me. People seem to try and find a lot of their life fulfillment, or at least try to be happy, by doing crazy stuff. Whether its climbing on top of a water tower, going to parties, just doing really random activities. If thats you, awesome. Great for you, whatever works for you as long as you still keep Christ numero uno. But I dont understand how that stuff is fun. I always feel like I'm boring because I dont care about that stuff and people I know cant stand just talking, joking around, playing sports or exercising in general, watching tv or movies with people, or doing musical stuff. Thats the kind of thing that I like, even though I realize it may not be incredibly exciting all the time. Does that make me boring? Maybe. Will doing random activities make me less boring to others? Maybe. Will doing random stuff make me really excited? No, it will be just be, eh, whatever. So do I really care if other people think I'm boring? No, not really, it's just who I am.
Now, I am quite excited recently about music. I want to develop what I have done more, get new sounds and riffs, maybe write some more, then I want to record a product I can be proud of. I dont know what to call it, whatever I decide to call my project. I'm guessing I will have victor help some, but I will do a lot on my own, and I dont feel like Ron and the Snakes is the title I want to go under, since my lyrics are usually not jokes like that name, so its kind of the wrong impression. I dont know right now, I'm sure Ill figure out something.
Lastly, people are changing their profile pics to cartoon characters for child abuse prevention. I'm quite proud of having Sir Hiss as my profile pic. I'm bringing back what may have been the original Saucy Snake.
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